Well go get your shovel and we’ll dig a deep hole We’ll bury the castle, brick by bleeding brick. I’ll stare down the hole, 6 feet deep, and watch myself sleep while you throw shovels of dirt over her face and her feet. It’s okay, don’t throw down your shovel now, you’ve buried her halfway…
“She had a mind like fireworks and hands that played recklessly with matches.” – Unknown Why was I so fearless? Why was it so easy to throw myself into everything with reckless abandon? Why was it so easy and is so easy to be radical? Maybe it was because I have tried to kill myself…
Current wish: A new camera lens!!! To go to the ocean for a while and just sit on the beach and stare at it or take long walks on the beach. Maybe I should just drive there by myself spontaneously… Seriously wish I could be there. To not spend Christmas alone and hate every minute…
Maybe some of you have heard Katy Perry’s song; “It’s not like the movies.” It popped up into my head today. It’s not like the movies and that’s how it should be. Love is not like the movies. The two people who love each other don’t have that happy ending. He’s never going to come…
I’m learning that sometimes love isn’t enough. Sometimes it’s real but people don’t fight for it. People don’t put it first. People put themselves first and you last. You give up yourself. Your identity. You change. You conform. Because love is not something you find everyday. But sometimes the other person you love loves the…
The past three weeks I have been back in therapy with someone new and I’ve found that she has the ability to profoundly draw things out of me I’ve never realized were truly hurting me so much. She truly challenges my thinking in every single thing I say and it’s made me analyze things from…
Hi lovelies! First off, you may or may not have noticed that my blog got a sort of makeover. I am craving some freshness and newness in my life and a lot has changed since I started Daisies and Darkness so I am in the process of making some updates in the pages, about this…
Scrolling through photographs from two years ago while trying to clear up some space on my phone I found myself in awe of the person I was. I literally look different, was different, acted differently, but most importantly, I was happy within myself right after being released from Psychiatric hospital after a hell of a…